:::note from ladybug:::

Monday, 1 April 2013

Ya, untuk dia.

Ini serius. Bukan main-main. Walaupun awak nampak macam main-main. Serius, saya tak ada apa-apa perasaan terhadap awak. Don't worry about it again. Dan jangan pandang saya semacam saya ada buat silap besar. (perasan pulak dah haa). Takut saya.  Kalau ada saya buat silap, cakap. Kalau tak tahu, tanya. Kalau tak tanya, nanti tersalah sangka. Nak tegur boleh, tapi jangan perli. Tegur dengan perli dua benda yang berbeza. Kritik boleh, tapi biarlah depan-depan. Biar saya tahu kebenarannya dan dapat pencerahan. Kita bukan lagi budak umur belasan tahun. Dah matang sangat kan. Saya pun nak hidup aman dan tenang macam orang lain. Walaupun, bukan setiap masa kita boleh hidup aman damai.

Maaf ye, awak.
Kecewa. Saya juga, remaja akhir zaman.

Ok, hujung minggu dah nak balik kampung. Sesiapa yang kat Nilai, kat sini ada jual kain ela sutera batik tak? Bukan untuk bakal mak mertua. Bukan juga untuk kakak ipar. Tidak sama sekali untuk adik ipar.

Sekian.
Aku yang biarkan pena berbicara.


Be strong now, because it will get better. It may be stormy now, but it can't rain forever. Chewah...

Sunday, 24 March 2013

Be The Champion

Standing in the hall of fame
And the world's gonna know your name
Cause you burn with the brightest flame
And the world's gonna know your name
And you'll be on the walls of the hall of fame

Publisiti? Serius aku tak berminat. Ok bye.


Saturday, 23 February 2013

Ketahuan

Aku tahu
dan kau takkan tahu
selagi aku kejur tanpa kata
menzahirkan rasa

belum masanya
dan akan tiba masanya
kerna aku mahu mengecap
manis bersulam redhaNya

Thursday, 21 February 2013

Pain

Talking to my friend about being hurt by people & not caring about it. I think being hurt by people's actions is normal. We are humans, not stones. But what we need to stop doing is letting the hurt paralyze us. Dwell on it for long periods or let it affects our temperament with the ones we love. Take that hurt and use that emotion positively. If you feel like crying, cry on the musollah. If you are angry, take a writing book, write it as a journal. Go for a walk. Work through the emotions.

I had mistaken it for love. When I realised that, I felt ashamed like the rumour say, so I ran. I don't want to hurt anyone so.

And again. I'm also afraid to being hurt by people.

Perhaps.


Friday, 10 August 2012

Giving advice

Do you know why we are good in giving advice to others and yet we are no good in giving advice to ourself?

When we are giving advice to others, the way we see their situation/problem is based on what we think of it. But when we are in the same situation they are having the way how we see the situation is based upon our feelings. Thus, somehow compromise our rational thinking.

Thursday, 26 July 2012

Peribadi Kita Maruah Kita

Ramai umat manusia di muka bumi ini ingin melakukan kebaikan bila tiba je bulan Ramadan.

Tapi nafsu tiba-tiba membisik : ''nanti orang kata...alaaaar dia ni, bulan puasa je poyo buat baik, bulan lain tak pulak aku tengok."
Then, tetiba pulak (pula) tak jadi buat kebaikan seperti yang diniatkan sebab takut nanti ada pula yang perli dia. Itulah manusia. (Hmm..myself experienced this)

PESAN ULAMA' :
"Cuba ingat kisah pelacur yang hanya sekali memberi minum kepada anjing yang kelaparan.. pun masuk syurga.."

Mungkin dengan amalan yang sedikit kita kerjakan Allah meredhai kita dan memberi hidayah dan syurgaNya. Allah sahaja yang tahu apa yang termaktub dalam hati kita. Sekali lagi, Allah sahaja yang tahu.

Jadi, apabila hendak melakukan kebaikan, teruskan. Jangan hiraukan celaan manusia. Nak puaskan hati manusia memang susah. Jika tidak, bermakna kita telah tewas dengan nafsu sendiri.. Wallahu'alam.